you’re scared. you’re scared of being left behind. again. you don’t want your feeling to be played again. to be left with nothing after giving you a piece of heaven. to expect another fairy tale dream after awakening. back then, you smiled. you kissed. you hugged. you laughed together. you cried alone. you fell. you gave love, but never been loved back. unaware that it only last for days. and now, you are exhausted to pretend that you moved on. you want to forget the moments that once precious. that odd feeling still pokes you once in a while. you’re scared. are you?